my friends always say that im no lover, im just having fun with my life with no love.... but to tell u honestly i love someone that i know i can never have. he's too young for me. im a senior in highschool and yet he is still in freshmen year...i hate it cause they tell me that there are too many of the girls who like him. much more pretty, taller, cuter, better than me.... i love him but i dont even think that he knows me. what can i do??? im no better in physical...X( Add comment

One of my closest friends is also my ex-boyfriend. He is in a relationship with a girl he loves a lot and has been with on and off for years. He is also cheating on her regularly. With me.\r
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My secret is I found his online dating profile. Looking for men. To perform oral sex on and receive oral sex from. I will never tell anyone, and never tell him, because it would humilate him.\r
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I have no problem with homosexuality or bisexuality, and have close friends who are openly gay, but finding this out makes me sick. It makes me worry about him. It makes me curious. I think he's confused about so much more than just his relationship with his girlfriend.\r
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I want to know if he just has the profile, or if he has ever had any of these experiences with other men. He has told me he likes how penises look, and that he would love to have a 3some with another guy to watch me with him, but never has come as far as to say that he likes guys himself, wants to be with a guy sexually one-on-one, is pursuing this himself. He's so dominant sexually, I'm surprised he wants to be the one dominated by another man.. I'm very accepting and encouraging when he talks like that though, in hopes he will tell me the whole story, but he never has. I don't think he ever will. \r
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My secret is I know his secret, but I can't tell him and won't tell anyone and it's starting to eat away at me. Add comment

I'm not cured. I just told you I was so that you wold be proud of me again. Maybe one day I will trust you with the truth again. Add comment

i am in love with my girlfriends daughter; she is 29 and I am 56-we have been sleeping together for 6 months-she is now pregnant and her boyfriend doesnt know... Add comment

I am married and love my husband. He's a great man. I have been fantasizing about sex lately. I want it all the time! I think about other men. I love to feel wanted and desired. I like the feeling of intense passion. I don't know what to do. My husband and I have sex, but I still masturbate when he's at work. I think I'm really strange. Just thought I would share this. Thank you! Add comment

I'm a coward, because I really should just tell you. I still love you, and I miss you. I'm trying to be your friend because I know it is the only way we can be in each others lives - also, you have a boyfriend. It seems pretty serious, and I don't want to mess with that. But I do still love you, and hanging out with you is so difficult sometimes, and it seems like it might be impossible to resist kissing you. But I've managed so far, and hopefully I can hold off these feelings until they go away completely. But yeah, I love you and I miss you, and I'm jealous of your boyfriend. Sorry. Add comment

I try really hard to not fall in love with him because he is leaving and never coming back in a few months. But it is really had to do that when his hand is making it's way down my pants. I try to be a good girl though. I think I just don't want him to leave me Add comment

all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out and i cant even do that right Add comment

but he is my best friend. every night, i dream about other men. i am too afraid to lose him. i am too afraid to be alone. Add comment

So I'm an honest and direct person, even to my own detriment. I just don't see a reason for not being as clear and cogent with one another as possible in order to understand ourselves and each other as effectively as possible. The problem is that others do see a reason, I just can't figure out what it is. Don't misunderstand, I'm playful in both conversation and physicality, and I understand the need for emotional support, I gess I just get carried away and play harder than others like. to top it off, I'm pretty damn smart. Just in the sense that I've absorbed a wide array of knowledge in my 21 years. That scares the hell out of people. I consider discussing challenging topics a compliment, others seem to feel insulted or something. Most everyone likes me initially, but after intrigue boils off and I suppose I raise my bar for a friend, They run scared. Those that are self-preservative enough to keep me at a distance do just that, they tend to enjoy, maybe admire me even from afar, and only in large group settings. I know I sound like an asshole, but I really am a kind, others-oriented guy who appreciates being directly challenged to be better, and one who hasn't found others who feel the same way. Maybe ever. I've never seriously considered hiding or changing who I am until now --I just can't handle the consistency of this pattern anymore! I really don't know how to weigh the import of integrity with that of the ability to convey that to others. What good is good unless it's shared? I've written so much more here than I ever planned to that I just feel crazy now all over again! There were thoughts just typed that I hadn't considered yet! Add comment

My boss is also the drummer of a rock band (he's 52). On weekends they play at local bars. He is such an incompitant ass. He can NOT run the shift or schedule people. He just does a real crappy job when it comes to dealing with real world situations. He's great with the paperwork, but can not handle stress, people or the simplest day to day operations of running a crew of employees (and there's only 12 of us!).\r
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Hate my life... new school where ppl make fun of me, +ost really good friends that ive known for years Add comment

I shoulda told katrina wilson i liked her =( Add comment

Well she isn't my sister in law yet... she is my girlfriends sister. I think about her all the time and can't get her out of my mind. She is such an amazing person who makes me laugh and smile. Her personality is great, has good values, just is an all around beautiful person. A lot of you may think that I just want to have sex with her and to be honest I really do want that as well but my feelings are much deeper than just that and actually my reasons for wanting her so badly is because of the person she is. I am old enough to know the difference between love and infatuation and this is definately love that I feel. I think that I have found the person that I want to be with. We have flirted a little but never went any farther than that. I do love my girlfriend but not as much as I should. My heart is really telling me that my girlfriend is not my soulmate and I believe her sister is. I know that this is babble but I just really don't know what to do and I have to say something. I don't want to hurt anyone and I know I have to keep quiet about this and I will, I just can't stand it anymore. Add comment

Here's what I posted all over public confession boards hours before I became a jackpot winning multi-millionaire with the Texas Lotto ticket I bought:\r
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Look, I expect to experience a lifestyle of lavish affluence via a jackpot lotto win. Why? Because I want to. I have nothing left to experience now but extreme wealth. First, I wanted a boyfriend, I tried love, I tried marriage, I have kids, I became a writer- now I want to experience a lifestyle of extreme lavish affluence and I want to do it by buying a quickpick Lotto Texas ticket. I want to know what its like to win a lot- a multimillion dollar jackpot- of money. What is the process? What happens technically? And what does it FEEL like? I want to know. I want to experience it. I always experience everything that comes in my mind and I've ever set my heart on. That's because I expect to. If it's in my mind, I know it's going to happen. All I have to do is write it down and talk about it and I'll experience it. So…what happens? I'll accept my experience now please. Add comment

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i've been engaged to this man for 2 years and we've been together for 4 years. I've had and continue to have a number of booty call friends that I have sex with every week. I got caught a couple of times but he still take me back. Is he a fool. His dick is good though.\r
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My name is Barry and I used to date a girl who was totally into BDSM, she liked to be my Dominatrix. She was able to get me to start wearing panties for her. She started with just a few panties at first. But after 6 months of dating, she had thrown away every pair of guys undies that I owned and replaced them with panties. I wore panties for her every single day, and many of those were thong panties. She totally sissified me and then broke up with me. She has told hundreds of people that I wear panties and I have a hard time dating a girl without them quickly finding out from others about my panties. People have suggested that I stop wearing panties but it is not that easy. I actually love it...and it is embarrassing. Add comment

My name is barry and i was forced into giving other guys headjobs by a Dominatrix and her girlfriend. I ended up serving that Dominatrix for about eight months and giving 78 headjobs for her. I know it sounds like a lot but it was pretty simple. I swallowed a lot of mouthfuls of cum for that Dominatrix. Now, I am embarrassed about it but I'm still an extremely talented cock-gobbler. Add comment

It was 10 years ago - we were both married and had an affair that lasted for a year. I left my husband - but he never left his wife. I continued to see him for a few years, but he never left his wife.\r\n
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Heartbroken, I moved far away and moved on. We shared some friends in common and remained distant friends, speaking once a year or so when something significant happened (our families were close). We never met again. I was heartbroken for a very long time.\r\n
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Last week - we were in the same city at the same time and bumped into each other. Fate was playing tricks on me. And there we were - standing in front of one another in a crowded building. Out of the blue - there he was - just standing there waiting for the elevator. Miles and miles away from where either of us live.\r\n
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He turned and my world changed. Everything was still there - the emotional connection, the softness in his voice. It was as if a single day hadnt passed. After hours and hours of conversation, we fell into one anothers arms. It was absolutely amazing.\r\n
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And now, its 3 days later. Hes gone back home to his wife - the one hes never left. \r\n
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And I'm left alone - and heartbroken. Again. I wonder if it will take me another 10 years to get over him. Or if I ever will. How could I be so stupid?\r\n
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Was it worth it? I dont know. I really dont know.\r\n
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My roommate is not a very nice person. One night she got really drunk and started yelling at her boyfriend for no reason other than she was drunk. It made me very angry at her and sorry for her boyfriend. She kept drinking and eventually passed out. Her boyfriend was going to go leaving her on the sofa for the night, but I talked him into staying for a while. I asked him why he put up with all the crap she put him through and he asked me the same. We finally came up with the fact that if she was sober she was the best person in the world, but she drank every night and turned into this horrible bitch. I wanted to teach her a lesson. I had him help me put her into her bed and then told him good night. Once he had left I stripped her naked, took off all of my clothes and cuddled up to her and went to sleep. I woke before her but acted asleep. When she finally woke up she said, “Mark get off of me. I told you that you couldn’t sleep here.” The look on her face, when I smiled at her and said good morning like I was her lover, was priceless. I convinced her that we had had the most passionate sex I had ever experienced, and I thought she felt the same way too. She told me that the last thing she remembered was yelling at Mark and throwing herself on the sofa. I acted hurt but said I understood and I didn’t feel that way about girls just her I guess. After that day whenever she drank at least at the apartment, I would throw myself at her. She would immediately stop drinking. If she ever came home drunk I would strip her down and climb into bed with her. After a year her and Mark got married, let’s just say there was no Champaign at the wedding. Although she did try to set me up with her sister, oh well. Add comment

I drink after class everyday then I will hook up with what ever guy I am talking to at closing time. Once I woke up with two guys. I don’t know where my destructive behavior came from. My parents are still married and they have supported every thing I have ever done, from cheerleading to equestrian events. Now I am wasting their money and my time on alcohol and meaningless orgasms. The last term of my first year of college is almost over and the only thing I have learned is how to get passing grades from my male instructors and how to get free drinks townies. I sure hope I don’t have an STD. Now I get to go back home for the summer and be the virginal daughter my parents expect me to be. I can’t wait for next year. Add comment

I am married to a woman that loves me with her entire heart but I feel like I am just waiting for her to see how much of a screw up I am. I am affraid she will leave me. The only thing is she has been with me for over 20 years and I come home every day thinking she will be gone. The sad thing is I think I deserve it. Add comment

ok so theres this guy who i really fell in love with. we went out for about 2 years but its been off and on. i loved him so much there was a time where i was in an emo stage and he was there for me. This is a bit creepy but once i told him i loved him so much that i cut myself for him a millon times. he help me go through it and we made love. he would always tell me how much he loved me but that was lie. i found out he cheated on my with my "backstabbing slut of a best friend". so i wanted to get him back so i slept with his best friend aka my best friend's brother. and this is a big mistake or possibily good thing i am going back out with him. but...i dont know if its right??? Add comment

I am in love with my first true love. We are both married and we met 2 years ago. I can't help it but I love him. My kids are adults but he has one child 17 at home so I convinced him not to leave so he didn't. now he is changed because his 17 year old is being 17.I am trying to let him go but I can't. Add comment

i have had the most humongous crush on you ever since i first laid eyes on you. i LOOOVE your voice & think it's soooo damn sexy! that's what caught my attention & reeled me in from the very first moment! oh, god! that voice! i would do you in a heartbeat, even tho i know you're married & have a new baby. in fact, that's the ONLY reason i've never tried to come on to you - jus cuz you seem so happy in your marriage & w/your child, committed to your wife. …yet, you ARE a man, and let’s be serious here: not too many men will actually, if presented the chance, stay faithful & not accept a little new nookie if they really thought no one would find out about it. \r\n
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i don’t wanna be a homewrecker, just your secret piece on the side; and i sometimes idly wonder if i could get you if i really wanted to, if i REALLY pursued you. being a scorpio thru & thru, if i want something (or someone), i can be very persistent, relentless, and particularly, patient, as i subtly, quietly, deliberately go about working from several angles to get exactly what i want, no matter what. not at all pushy, not outrightly or blatantly aggressive; yet effectively working, doing, accomplishing. but i have too much respect for your marriage & life to even go there. plus i dunno if i’m even your type. would you want me, even just a little bit? would you have even the slightest bit of interest in me? i certainly think so; but then again, maybe i’m actually just projecting my OWN feelings, wants, desires onto you. \r\n
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yes, i admit - i have often thought of seducing you, at least giving it a try. nsa – would you be interested? would you let me rock your world, make you come, give you pleasure? then give me the same in return, our bodies writhing with fervent intensity? hell, if i ever picked up on even the SLIGHTEST hint that you'd be down, boy, i'd screw you like there was no tomorrow! i’m jus real leery of even going there, tho, b/c what if someone found out? are you discreet enuff? do you like to talk, like to brag, like to share all your personal bizness? would you be careful & safe & cautious to make sure no one found out? i don’t know you well enuff to know, to be sure you’d keep it under wraps, & that would be VERY important to me, knowing how gossip could get started & flare outta control in our little area. i abso-frickin-lutely DREAD that ever happening! \r\n
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i wouldn't even want a relationship or anything serious. just to screw. and for you to talk to me during. yes, i think you are a handsome guy (plus you have the most gorgeous eyelashes!), but i often fantasize about screwing you just to hear your voice - talkin dirrrty to me, tellin me what to do, sayin my name, moanin, anything! as long as i could just hear your voice, you talkin to me, i'd screw you just for that! just to hear that sexy-ass voice of yours in my ear, enthralling me, encapsulating me, wrapping itself around me as i wrap myself around you, just becoming LOST in it, that voice. god! i am so so so into you, boy!!!!!! \r\n
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every time i see you, every time we say hello to each other, every time we exchange even the most meaningless bits of conversation: i think wicked thoughts cuz your voice, your utterly amazing, incredible voice…i hear it, and i am undone. Add comment

I'm a 15 year old girl who's possibly Inlove with a 24 year old woman, who goes to my Church. I'v only known her for so long and yet, I have these strong feelings for her. What really kills me is that I can't do anything about it. She's a christian and I'm trying to be a christian, but these feelings, I can't just get baptised and hope for it to go away. Not only that, but the huge age difference. To me it doesn't matter, but the law does. My whole life I imagined myself getting married to a rich handsome man, but Everysince i moved to Washington and met Elizabeth(the 24 year old woman), I saw her differently then I see other girls. Basicly, i think of her the way I'm suppose to think about a guy. Man my love life is mess and screwed up. Add comment

ok so i was in love with him. even though we were from different faiths. that dint stop us initially. but then something happened that shouldnt have. no we dint have sex! but a family disaster of sorts took place. \r\n
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so we are back to being just friends. but i still love him. he was the man for me. our likes, dislikes, we were perfect together! i dont know if we will ever get together but i so wanna hate that bitch he is with now. i mean what was he thinking? \r\n
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I used to think net-relationship is so lame because I don't know what Love is??? Many times i wondered, how can two people (online) falling in love without seeing each other (in real life) of spending time together. With love, you can not see it, or touch it, but can be felt with it. That's what love is all about (i think). How can you tell if you are in LOVE? Well, i don't know, but sometimes I feel like there is a magic arrow that shoot into my heart. It's an uneasy feeling, but it feels good (sometimes). have any of you ever felt that way before? (Don't lie now) hehe.... :-)) Anyway, here's my SAD LOVE STORY!!!\r\n
\r\nOne summer afternoon, i posted my profile at some matrimonial site, days past i got many proposals, but none of them clicked. One evening i saw someone from my same State, contacted me. I went thru his pofile, liked it, and accepted the proposal. The guy named ......, Thou he was from my same state but he lived in the United States of America that time. the distance between us was like from Earth to Moon, so was difficult for us to meet.\r\n
\r\nThe very same day i received an e-mail, it was his. He wanted to know about ME. I wrote everything, rather sent him my detailed Bio-data and a snap. And u know, i forgot to attach the snap :-D. Suddenly i received another e mail, saying "you forgot to attach ur snap". I was like Oh my God!! " What an instant reply". I was kinda impressed, then i attached the file, and the SILSILA began, we started chatting on .....messenger, write/reply emails everyday for approx. 5 weeks.\r\n
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\r\nAfter a week i found him online again.... i felt he did not wanted to talk or whatever, i msgd him hello, he replied and he was sorry, but i was curious to know the reason....coz for we youngsters janm kundali's is no big deal.... he said, u r far way too good, but a little over weighted (more than him, he was kinda skinny). After that we never talked.\r\nTwo months passed and i received his e-mail saying what if we are not married we can still be in touch with each other, why not like good friends?? I agreed, time passed we use to exchange e-mails regularly, he called me everyday and we like best of friends, One night he called and said "I started Liking you".\r\n
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\r\nNow i was his "So called Girl friend". We continued chatting and calling each other. I had a wonderful time chatting with him, days past i said I Love You!!! and asked him "Do you like me for real?" Don't know how i come up with that question, but i really like the result. He told me he likes me for REAL, i was shocked at the same time happy, but he said i do like you...but still need time to think. Since that day i am waiting for him....................\r\n
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Today I got the following mail from one of the Islamic mailing lists I have subscribed to:

'''May Allah help you to wake up after going through my mail and start working for the cause of Deen.
Please watch these videos in sequence.
1) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-jLUlG_lRc
2) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_Bkqwzl_Yg

Now please watch these videos in series patiently.
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=dawah+or+destruction%2Bdeedat&search=Search

May Allah guide us all to strive in the cause of Islam'''

 

I think if we can ban/remove these types of videos, that alone can bring harmony among different religion and contribute to the world peace.

I being a convert, and experienced both Hinduism and Islam in my society, I have a very different views on these videos and what scholars write in the books. And I would label this thread/conversation as more of a politics which will bring more hatred in us, than anything to do with religion. What faith/imaan these videos can bring into us ??

We (including me) generally, accept only those facts which justifies our society, culture and religion, and ignore all the rest. How many of us (muslims) have condemned some of the heinous acts committed by Islamic terrorism. There are tons of videos out there about Islamic terrorism, but I have never seen a single video on any islamic mailing list. And even if we know, we simply condemn them, by labeling them as fake, and made up.

A statement can give different meaning in different context, same applies to Qur'anic verses also. The videos does not show the occassion on which those statements were made.

As far as the Gujarat is concerned, no one media/muslims/Govt./Commission, talk about the Godhra case, where the train was allegedly burnt by a group of Muslims. We just talk about consequences after that, and spread more hatered among each other.

As far as Hindus are concerned, I am proud of the nation, which had never attacked any country in the past 1500 years. Whose teachings (shirk, monotheism set apart), teach non-violence and majority Hindus tries to follow that. It is remarkable, for instance, that the only country on earth where the Jewish people have lived for centuries and never experienced a single episode of anti-Semitism is India.

And lastly, most of us mis-interpret Hinduism itself, we consider Hinduism as a religion, but Hinduism is a nationalism concept, and has nothing to do with religion. A Hindu does not necessarily follow Ram, or is interested in Ram janma bhumi (Ram's birth place). Everyone who lives in India is a Hindu, A sikh is a Hindu, so is a Jain or Buddhist, even though they are different religions.

I just want to say that we should avoid spreading these types of videos, without having the full knowledge about the politics, economics, and philosophies of different people.

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I just sit at home and write code, create websites and try out new stuff with all the programming language I know.\r\n
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Everyone says that I'm crazy and that I should socialize and do stuff like that. I don't understand what pleasure people get by just wasting time. Every time I write some new modules and make new websites, I get pleasure seeing my hard work take shape.\r\n
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I don't think anything is wrong with me. All I thing is that people are brain washed and just do what other people do. Well screw them!!\r\n
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My boss hates me. He keeps forcing me to do work that I'm not even supposed to do. Its so irritating. I can't take this kind of torture. All he does is make my appear like his slave and never shows any respect.\r\n
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The other day he told to go and buy lunch for him. I'm his secretary, and he makes me do work of an office boy. Its getting to my head. I dunno how to say no to him. I can't risk losing this job. It's the only one I have and my family needs the meager income that I get. My husband does not have a high paying job, and my salary is much lower than his.\r\n
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My boss made a pass at me yesterday. I did not know how to react. What does he think of himself? I don't understand what to do now. If I tell my husband he might over react and do something really bad. Life is so disgusting. I'm just staying alive for my children. I love them too much. Add comment

I love one of my closest friend. We talk a lot. We talk about anything under the sun.\r\n
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We are very close. I have known her for years now. But I just can't get myself to tell her I love her.\r\n
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I'm just afraid that she might not feel the same way and might freak out. And then I may lose a very close friend.\r\n
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So "Merry Christmas" everywhere. How many of us even know that the holiday we enjoyed 3 days back was Eid a big festival of muslims. I hardly saw anyone at my workplace, greeting muslims 'Happy Eid' or 'Eid Mubaraq'. Add comment

Today, while driving I banged my car into a kid. It was not my fault, she suddenly came in front of my car, fortunately my car was at very slow speed, so I hope she got minor injuries, I thought I will get down and help her, but lot of people arrived and I can see the anger on everybody's face. As it was not my fault, I stopped the car and as I opened the door, one man advised me to go, otherwise I might get into problem. I started the car and disappeared.

I should have faced the situation, and helped them to take the kid to hospital if she got any injuries.

I really feel sorry for it. But I request all the parents to take/send their kids to parks and playgrounds, and not leave them playing on the roads.

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I did not make it into the cricket team today. It's very disappointing. All my hard work has gone in vain. I always knew that I was one of the best bowlers in my locality. All through my school life I had always been in the team. But now, due to some politics they haven't included me in the team. Just because the minister's son requires to be in the team.\r\n
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For all of you who don't know, our local minister funds our cricket team. This year his son suddenly decided to join the team. We have place for four bowlers. The other three are good experienced bowlers who have been playing for the team for years now. I always knew I would make it to the team one day. I had held all my hopes high, but that lousy minister's son had to show up!\r\n
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First of all he is clumsy and does not know how to bowl for nuts. Today during net practice I got so many experienced batsmen out and my coach praised me so much. I though I'd surely make it to the starting eleven. But the minister suddenly showed up for the selection process.\r\n
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I just needed to get this all out. Hope you guys have the patience to listen to me.

This is so disheartening. Never had I thought that I'd be in this situation. All I have to say is that the only explanation for this frenzied state mind my biology teacher.

Yes, my Bio teacher. She was such a wonder. Talking about beauty, she is at the apex. From head to toe, just a delight. When God created women, he surely had her in mind. Her soft straight hair flowing over her light shoulders. Her gently hands, their soft touch. Her long legs, her entire body was heaven.

Now to tell you why I am so deeply in love with her. Not only does she have beautiful looks, but is the most gentle and caring woman I have ever come across. Her patience and care just blows me away. How can you ever blame anyone for falling in love with her?

I still remember the times I struggle to complete my bio practicals in time. She will sit with me and explain all the concepts to me with so much patience. But all I would be thinking of was me holding her close to me, giving her a soft hug and telling her how much I loved her.

Yesterday afternoon, I wasn't able to complete my practical in time. I just couldn't concentrate. She was dressed so erotically. Her blouse clinging to there body and that skirt, I will never forget that skirt. It just fell on her, just a few inches above her knees. I made her look so hot. How do u expect me to complete my practical when you have such a hot woman sitting in front of you?

Well that was the case. Half the class had completed their work and left. And, by the next half hour the rest of the class had also disappeared, leaving just the two of us back. I don't know why she had waited. All the teachers had left as it was late afternoon. Did she stay back because of me? Or did she stay back because she was dedicated teacher? Till today that question plays games in my mind.

I was stuck. Not knowing what to do. She called me into the deserted staff room. She made me sit next to her. I was a just a few centimeters from her. I just wanted to hold on to her and tell her that I loved her like crazy. But somehow I couldn't get myself to do so.

Then she held my hand and asked me what the matter was. And why I was always confused and dazed during her lectures. How do I tell her that I love her so much? I just ran out of the room. I'm too afraid to go back to class tomorrow. I feel like such a fool. Why did she hold my hand? Does she love me?

Help me guys. I'm so confused! :( Add comment