my friends always say that im no lover, im just having fun with my life with no love.... but to tell u honestly i love someone that i know i can never have. he's too young for me. im a senior in highschool and yet he is still in freshmen year...i hate it cause they tell me that there are too many of the girls who like him. much more pretty, taller, cuter, better than me.... i love him but i dont even think that he knows me. what can i do??? im no better in physical...X( Add comment

One of my closest friends is also my ex-boyfriend. He is in a relationship with a girl he loves a lot and has been with on and off for years. He is also cheating on her regularly. With me.\r
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This isn't my secret. \r
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My secret is I found his online dating profile. Looking for men. To perform oral sex on and receive oral sex from. I will never tell anyone, and never tell him, because it would humilate him.\r
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I have no problem with homosexuality or bisexuality, and have close friends who are openly gay, but finding this out makes me sick. It makes me worry about him. It makes me curious. I think he's confused about so much more than just his relationship with his girlfriend.\r
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I want to know if he just has the profile, or if he has ever had any of these experiences with other men. He has told me he likes how penises look, and that he would love to have a 3some with another guy to watch me with him, but never has come as far as to say that he likes guys himself, wants to be with a guy sexually one-on-one, is pursuing this himself. He's so dominant sexually, I'm surprised he wants to be the one dominated by another man.. I'm very accepting and encouraging when he talks like that though, in hopes he will tell me the whole story, but he never has. I don't think he ever will. \r
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My secret is I know his secret, but I can't tell him and won't tell anyone and it's starting to eat away at me. Add comment

I'm not cured. I just told you I was so that you wold be proud of me again. Maybe one day I will trust you with the truth again. Add comment

i am in love with my girlfriends daughter; she is 29 and I am 56-we have been sleeping together for 6 months-she is now pregnant and her boyfriend doesnt know... Add comment

I am married and love my husband. He's a great man. I have been fantasizing about sex lately. I want it all the time! I think about other men. I love to feel wanted and desired. I like the feeling of intense passion. I don't know what to do. My husband and I have sex, but I still masturbate when he's at work. I think I'm really strange. Just thought I would share this. Thank you! Add comment

I'm a coward, because I really should just tell you. I still love you, and I miss you. I'm trying to be your friend because I know it is the only way we can be in each others lives - also, you have a boyfriend. It seems pretty serious, and I don't want to mess with that. But I do still love you, and hanging out with you is so difficult sometimes, and it seems like it might be impossible to resist kissing you. But I've managed so far, and hopefully I can hold off these feelings until they go away completely. But yeah, I love you and I miss you, and I'm jealous of your boyfriend. Sorry. Add comment

I try really hard to not fall in love with him because he is leaving and never coming back in a few months. But it is really had to do that when his hand is making it's way down my pants. I try to be a good girl though. I think I just don't want him to leave me Add comment

all i want to do is curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out and i cant even do that right Add comment

but he is my best friend. every night, i dream about other men. i am too afraid to lose him. i am too afraid to be alone. Add comment

So I'm an honest and direct person, even to my own detriment. I just don't see a reason for not being as clear and cogent with one another as possible in order to understand ourselves and each other as effectively as possible. The problem is that others do see a reason, I just can't figure out what it is. Don't misunderstand, I'm playful in both conversation and physicality, and I understand the need for emotional support, I gess I just get carried away and play harder than others like. to top it off, I'm pretty damn smart. Just in the sense that I've absorbed a wide array of knowledge in my 21 years. That scares the hell out of people. I consider discussing challenging topics a compliment, others seem to feel insulted or something. Most everyone likes me initially, but after intrigue boils off and I suppose I raise my bar for a friend, They run scared. Those that are self-preservative enough to keep me at a distance do just that, they tend to enjoy, maybe admire me even from afar, and only in large group settings. I know I sound like an asshole, but I really am a kind, others-oriented guy who appreciates being directly challenged to be better, and one who hasn't found others who feel the same way. Maybe ever. I've never seriously considered hiding or changing who I am until now --I just can't handle the consistency of this pattern anymore! I really don't know how to weigh the import of integrity with that of the ability to convey that to others. What good is good unless it's shared? I've written so much more here than I ever planned to that I just feel crazy now all over again! There were thoughts just typed that I hadn't considered yet! Add comment