It was 10 years ago - we were both married and had an affair that lasted for a year. I left my husband - but he never left his wife. I continued to see him for a few years, but he never left his wife.\r\n
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Heartbroken, I moved far away and moved on. We shared some friends in common and remained distant friends, speaking once a year or so when something significant happened (our families were close). We never met again. I was heartbroken for a very long time.\r\n
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Last week - we were in the same city at the same time and bumped into each other. Fate was playing tricks on me. And there we were - standing in front of one another in a crowded building. Out of the blue - there he was - just standing there waiting for the elevator. Miles and miles away from where either of us live.\r\n
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He turned and my world changed. Everything was still there - the emotional connection, the softness in his voice. It was as if a single day hadnt passed. After hours and hours of conversation, we fell into one anothers arms. It was absolutely amazing.\r\n
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And now, its 3 days later. Hes gone back home to his wife - the one hes never left. \r\n
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And I'm left alone - and heartbroken. Again. I wonder if it will take me another 10 years to get over him. Or if I ever will. How could I be so stupid?\r\n
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Was it worth it? I dont know. I really dont know.\r\n
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Some people believe in fate. Well, Karma is kicking my axx. Add comment

I drink after class everyday then I will hook up with what ever guy I am talking to at closing time. Once I woke up with two guys. I don’t know where my destructive behavior came from. My parents are still married and they have supported every thing I have ever done, from cheerleading to equestrian events. Now I am wasting their money and my time on alcohol and meaningless orgasms. The last term of my first year of college is almost over and the only thing I have learned is how to get passing grades from my male instructors and how to get free drinks townies. I sure hope I don’t have an STD. Now I get to go back home for the summer and be the virginal daughter my parents expect me to be. I can’t wait for next year. Add comment

ok so theres this guy who i really fell in love with. we went out for about 2 years but its been off and on. i loved him so much there was a time where i was in an emo stage and he was there for me. This is a bit creepy but once i told him i loved him so much that i cut myself for him a millon times. he help me go through it and we made love. he would always tell me how much he loved me but that was lie. i found out he cheated on my with my "backstabbing slut of a best friend". so i wanted to get him back so i slept with his best friend aka my best friend's brother. and this is a big mistake or possibily good thing i am going back out with him. but...i dont know if its right??? Add comment

I am in love with my first true love. We are both married and we met 2 years ago. I can't help it but I love him. My kids are adults but he has one child 17 at home so I convinced him not to leave so he didn't. now he is changed because his 17 year old is being 17.I am trying to let him go but I can't. Add comment

I'm a 15 year old girl who's possibly Inlove with a 24 year old woman, who goes to my Church. I'v only known her for so long and yet, I have these strong feelings for her. What really kills me is that I can't do anything about it. She's a christian and I'm trying to be a christian, but these feelings, I can't just get baptised and hope for it to go away. Not only that, but the huge age difference. To me it doesn't matter, but the law does. My whole life I imagined myself getting married to a rich handsome man, but Everysince i moved to Washington and met Elizabeth(the 24 year old woman), I saw her differently then I see other girls. Basicly, i think of her the way I'm suppose to think about a guy. Man my love life is mess and screwed up. Add comment

I just sit at home and write code, create websites and try out new stuff with all the programming language I know.\r\n
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Everyone says that I'm crazy and that I should socialize and do stuff like that. I don't understand what pleasure people get by just wasting time. Every time I write some new modules and make new websites, I get pleasure seeing my hard work take shape.\r\n
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I don't think anything is wrong with me. All I thing is that people are brain washed and just do what other people do. Well screw them!!\r\n
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That's it!! I've confessed!! Now what's my penance!?!? :P Add comment