It was 10 years ago - we were both married and had an affair that lasted for a year. I left my husband - but he never left his wife. I continued to see him for a few years, but he never left his wife.\r\n
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Heartbroken, I moved far away and moved on. We shared some friends in common and remained distant friends, speaking once a year or so when something significant happened (our families were close). We never met again. I was heartbroken for a very long time.\r\n
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Last week - we were in the same city at the same time and bumped into each other. Fate was playing tricks on me. And there we were - standing in front of one another in a crowded building. Out of the blue - there he was - just standing there waiting for the elevator. Miles and miles away from where either of us live.\r\n
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He turned and my world changed. Everything was still there - the emotional connection, the softness in his voice. It was as if a single day hadnt passed. After hours and hours of conversation, we fell into one anothers arms. It was absolutely amazing.\r\n
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And now, its 3 days later. Hes gone back home to his wife - the one hes never left. \r\n
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And I'm left alone - and heartbroken. Again. I wonder if it will take me another 10 years to get over him. Or if I ever will. How could I be so stupid?\r\n
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Was it worth it? I dont know. I really dont know.\r\n
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Some people believe in fate. Well, Karma is kicking my axx. Add comment

My roommate is not a very nice person. One night she got really drunk and started yelling at her boyfriend for no reason other than she was drunk. It made me very angry at her and sorry for her boyfriend. She kept drinking and eventually passed out. Her boyfriend was going to go leaving her on the sofa for the night, but I talked him into staying for a while. I asked him why he put up with all the crap she put him through and he asked me the same. We finally came up with the fact that if she was sober she was the best person in the world, but she drank every night and turned into this horrible bitch. I wanted to teach her a lesson. I had him help me put her into her bed and then told him good night. Once he had left I stripped her naked, took off all of my clothes and cuddled up to her and went to sleep. I woke before her but acted asleep. When she finally woke up she said, “Mark get off of me. I told you that you couldn’t sleep here.” The look on her face, when I smiled at her and said good morning like I was her lover, was priceless. I convinced her that we had had the most passionate sex I had ever experienced, and I thought she felt the same way too. She told me that the last thing she remembered was yelling at Mark and throwing herself on the sofa. I acted hurt but said I understood and I didn’t feel that way about girls just her I guess. After that day whenever she drank at least at the apartment, I would throw myself at her. She would immediately stop drinking. If she ever came home drunk I would strip her down and climb into bed with her. After a year her and Mark got married, let’s just say there was no Champaign at the wedding. Although she did try to set me up with her sister, oh well. Add comment

I am married to a woman that loves me with her entire heart but I feel like I am just waiting for her to see how much of a screw up I am. I am affraid she will leave me. The only thing is she has been with me for over 20 years and I come home every day thinking she will be gone. The sad thing is I think I deserve it. Add comment

ok so theres this guy who i really fell in love with. we went out for about 2 years but its been off and on. i loved him so much there was a time where i was in an emo stage and he was there for me. This is a bit creepy but once i told him i loved him so much that i cut myself for him a millon times. he help me go through it and we made love. he would always tell me how much he loved me but that was lie. i found out he cheated on my with my "backstabbing slut of a best friend". so i wanted to get him back so i slept with his best friend aka my best friend's brother. and this is a big mistake or possibily good thing i am going back out with him. but...i dont know if its right??? Add comment

I am in love with my first true love. We are both married and we met 2 years ago. I can't help it but I love him. My kids are adults but he has one child 17 at home so I convinced him not to leave so he didn't. now he is changed because his 17 year old is being 17.I am trying to let him go but I can't. Add comment

i have had the most humongous crush on you ever since i first laid eyes on you. i LOOOVE your voice & think it's soooo damn sexy! that's what caught my attention & reeled me in from the very first moment! oh, god! that voice! i would do you in a heartbeat, even tho i know you're married & have a new baby. in fact, that's the ONLY reason i've never tried to come on to you - jus cuz you seem so happy in your marriage & w/your child, committed to your wife. …yet, you ARE a man, and let’s be serious here: not too many men will actually, if presented the chance, stay faithful & not accept a little new nookie if they really thought no one would find out about it. \r\n
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i don’t wanna be a homewrecker, just your secret piece on the side; and i sometimes idly wonder if i could get you if i really wanted to, if i REALLY pursued you. being a scorpio thru & thru, if i want something (or someone), i can be very persistent, relentless, and particularly, patient, as i subtly, quietly, deliberately go about working from several angles to get exactly what i want, no matter what. not at all pushy, not outrightly or blatantly aggressive; yet effectively working, doing, accomplishing. but i have too much respect for your marriage & life to even go there. plus i dunno if i’m even your type. would you want me, even just a little bit? would you have even the slightest bit of interest in me? i certainly think so; but then again, maybe i’m actually just projecting my OWN feelings, wants, desires onto you. \r\n
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yes, i admit - i have often thought of seducing you, at least giving it a try. nsa – would you be interested? would you let me rock your world, make you come, give you pleasure? then give me the same in return, our bodies writhing with fervent intensity? hell, if i ever picked up on even the SLIGHTEST hint that you'd be down, boy, i'd screw you like there was no tomorrow! i’m jus real leery of even going there, tho, b/c what if someone found out? are you discreet enuff? do you like to talk, like to brag, like to share all your personal bizness? would you be careful & safe & cautious to make sure no one found out? i don’t know you well enuff to know, to be sure you’d keep it under wraps, & that would be VERY important to me, knowing how gossip could get started & flare outta control in our little area. i abso-frickin-lutely DREAD that ever happening! \r\n
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i wouldn't even want a relationship or anything serious. just to screw. and for you to talk to me during. yes, i think you are a handsome guy (plus you have the most gorgeous eyelashes!), but i often fantasize about screwing you just to hear your voice - talkin dirrrty to me, tellin me what to do, sayin my name, moanin, anything! as long as i could just hear your voice, you talkin to me, i'd screw you just for that! just to hear that sexy-ass voice of yours in my ear, enthralling me, encapsulating me, wrapping itself around me as i wrap myself around you, just becoming LOST in it, that voice. god! i am so so so into you, boy!!!!!! \r\n
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every time i see you, every time we say hello to each other, every time we exchange even the most meaningless bits of conversation: i think wicked thoughts cuz your voice, your utterly amazing, incredible voice…i hear it, and i am undone. Add comment

I'm a 15 year old girl who's possibly Inlove with a 24 year old woman, who goes to my Church. I'v only known her for so long and yet, I have these strong feelings for her. What really kills me is that I can't do anything about it. She's a christian and I'm trying to be a christian, but these feelings, I can't just get baptised and hope for it to go away. Not only that, but the huge age difference. To me it doesn't matter, but the law does. My whole life I imagined myself getting married to a rich handsome man, but Everysince i moved to Washington and met Elizabeth(the 24 year old woman), I saw her differently then I see other girls. Basicly, i think of her the way I'm suppose to think about a guy. Man my love life is mess and screwed up. Add comment

ok so i was in love with him. even though we were from different faiths. that dint stop us initially. but then something happened that shouldnt have. no we dint have sex! but a family disaster of sorts took place. \r\n
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so we are back to being just friends. but i still love him. he was the man for me. our likes, dislikes, we were perfect together! i dont know if we will ever get together but i so wanna hate that bitch he is with now. i mean what was he thinking? \r\n
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she is so duh. she doesnt get him. she doesnt even know what things he likes! \r\n
so what about us. cant he give us a chance again? \r\n
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i know i would. \r\n
what do you think i should do?\r\n
forget about him? \r\n
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I used to think net-relationship is so lame because I don't know what Love is??? Many times i wondered, how can two people (online) falling in love without seeing each other (in real life) of spending time together. With love, you can not see it, or touch it, but can be felt with it. That's what love is all about (i think). How can you tell if you are in LOVE? Well, i don't know, but sometimes I feel like there is a magic arrow that shoot into my heart. It's an uneasy feeling, but it feels good (sometimes). have any of you ever felt that way before? (Don't lie now) hehe.... :-)) Anyway, here's my SAD LOVE STORY!!!\r\n
\r\nOne summer afternoon, i posted my profile at some matrimonial site, days past i got many proposals, but none of them clicked. One evening i saw someone from my same State, contacted me. I went thru his pofile, liked it, and accepted the proposal. The guy named ......, Thou he was from my same state but he lived in the United States of America that time. the distance between us was like from Earth to Moon, so was difficult for us to meet.\r\n
\r\nThe very same day i received an e-mail, it was his. He wanted to know about ME. I wrote everything, rather sent him my detailed Bio-data and a snap. And u know, i forgot to attach the snap :-D. Suddenly i received another e mail, saying "you forgot to attach ur snap". I was like Oh my God!! " What an instant reply". I was kinda impressed, then i attached the file, and the SILSILA began, we started chatting on .....messenger, write/reply emails everyday for approx. 5 weeks.\r\n
\r\nOne day he said rather asked..."My family wants to see you". Hmm... now i handed his Bio-data to my dad, he liked it, then both the families contacted each other, and finally the day came when i was suppose to see his family, and the BAD part was he was not coming to see me as he recently shifted to Bangalore and was not getting any off. Still i agreed, we went to Jaipur (his home town) and everything was like so new to me, let me tell u a secret...(i was very nervous), he cheered me up over the chat and said not to worry, everything will be fine. Now it was 5:30 in the evening and his family members came (we were at my uncle's place), i prayed and faced the interview (he called it as an interview....a matrimonial interview). I was so happy to see his family, they were all good, but i would let out one secret :-) ( i didn't liked her sister). I don;t know why? Whatever everything went fine and they left... after few hours we too left. We were on the way and it started raining heavily, and i cought cold, a severe one! We reached home around 2300hrs. Two days past there was no reply from their side, everyone was like why didn't they called? My mum asked dad to call his parents just to know their answer, his dad picked the phone and he said sorry the Patrika's (Janm Kundali) are not matching!!\r\nI was very SAD.....it happens rite??? \r\n
\r\nAfter a week i found him online again.... i felt he did not wanted to talk or whatever, i msgd him hello, he replied and he was sorry, but i was curious to know the reason....coz for we youngsters janm kundali's is no big deal.... he said, u r far way too good, but a little over weighted (more than him, he was kinda skinny). After that we never talked.\r\nTwo months passed and i received his e-mail saying what if we are not married we can still be in touch with each other, why not like good friends?? I agreed, time passed we use to exchange e-mails regularly, he called me everyday and we like best of friends, One night he called and said "I started Liking you".\r\n
\r\nIt was Feb.14th, Yes Valentine's Day!!!, i got nothing to do that day, i went online it was his e-mail with a beautiful card.....Happy Valentine's Day to Each Other!!!!.\r\n
\r\nThe next day he called....and i asked how was his val day? He said i don't have anyone in particular to go out with...so then i made my first move...i said i too started liking you...\r\n
\r\nNow i was his "So called Girl friend". We continued chatting and calling each other. I had a wonderful time chatting with him, days past i said I Love You!!! and asked him "Do you like me for real?" Don't know how i come up with that question, but i really like the result. He told me he likes me for REAL, i was shocked at the same time happy, but he said i do like you...but still need time to think. Since that day i am waiting for him....................\r\n
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I love one of my closest friend. We talk a lot. We talk about anything under the sun.\r\n
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We are very close. I have known her for years now. But I just can't get myself to tell her I love her.\r\n
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I'm just afraid that she might not feel the same way and might freak out. And then I may lose a very close friend.\r\n
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If she only knew.. Add comment