It was 10 years ago - we were both married and had an affair that lasted for a year. I left my husband - but he never left his wife. I continued to see him for a few years, but he never left his wife.\r\n
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Heartbroken, I moved far away and moved on. We shared some friends in common and remained distant friends, speaking once a year or so when something significant happened (our families were close). We never met again. I was heartbroken for a very long time.\r\n
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Last week - we were in the same city at the same time and bumped into each other. Fate was playing tricks on me. And there we were - standing in front of one another in a crowded building. Out of the blue - there he was - just standing there waiting for the elevator. Miles and miles away from where either of us live.\r\n
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He turned and my world changed. Everything was still there - the emotional connection, the softness in his voice. It was as if a single day hadnt passed. After hours and hours of conversation, we fell into one anothers arms. It was absolutely amazing.\r\n
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And now, its 3 days later. Hes gone back home to his wife - the one hes never left. \r\n
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And I'm left alone - and heartbroken. Again. I wonder if it will take me another 10 years to get over him. Or if I ever will. How could I be so stupid?\r\n
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Was it worth it? I dont know. I really dont know.\r\n
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Some people believe in fate. Well, Karma is kicking my axx.