Well she isn't my sister in law yet... she is my girlfriends sister. I think about her all the time and can't get her out of my mind. She is such an amazing person who makes me laugh and smile. Her personality is great, has good values, just is an all around beautiful person. A lot of you may think that I just want to have sex with her and to be honest I really do want that as well but my feelings are much deeper than just that and actually my reasons for wanting her so badly is because of the person she is. I am old enough to know the difference between love and infatuation and this is definately love that I feel. I think that I have found the person that I want to be with. We have flirted a little but never went any farther than that. I do love my girlfriend but not as much as I should. My heart is really telling me that my girlfriend is not my soulmate and I believe her sister is. I know that this is babble but I just really don't know what to do and I have to say something. I don't want to hurt anyone and I know I have to keep quiet about this and I will, I just can't stand it anymore.