I am married to a woman that loves me with her entire heart but I feel like I am just waiting for her to see how much of a screw up I am. I am affraid she will leave me. The only thing is she has been with me for over 20 years and I come home every day thinking she will be gone. The sad thing is I think I deserve it.
Why do you think you deserve it. If she loves you so much, then you should change for her.. try to be loyal husband. If you do not love her, dont play with her emotions.
